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how do you get up for a game when you feel betrayed by your coaches, teamates and executives? this was a really tough game to get up for. i felt i had alot to prove, as my last few games had been subpar. we came out strong against castlebar going up ten early. they had a group of fans down supporting some of their players. they were drunk as hell, yelling and dancing, acting the fool. i had a strong opening half scoring at will and playing good defense, just struggled a bit with my jumper. castlebar has a pretty nice team, similar to ours but with stronger guards, they ran damn near the exact same plays as us on offense making anticipation easy. dra had a nice baseline two hander and another alle oop but even after big plays we didn't even seem to care, there was no heart in the game knowing that we were playing for nothing. we found a way to let them back in it at the end but we held on at the end and won by four. it was a quiet locker room after the game, understandably. its just a crazy situation right now mentally.